The
Birth
Of
A
Notion
2002
Mid-2002
Sonja
and
Christina
mused
over
a
mutual
fantasy
to
front
a
band
of
extreme
sonic
persuasions.
The
two
of
them
(one
a
make-up
artist,
the
other
one
of
South
Africa's
most
prestigious
super
models)
clicked
on
a
personal,
social
and
professional
level,
coinciding
on
many
planes
-
including
musical
taste.
Paul
(drummer
of
South
Africa's
most
influential
metal
act
VOICE
OF
DESTRUCTION
and
sole
F8
member)
set
the
wheel
in
motion,
devising
a
concept
and
writing
the
songs
to
fit.
Programming
many
tracks,
adding
bass
guitar
and
keyboards
where
needed,
the
only
extra
touch
required
was
that
of
a
fearsome
guitar.
For
6-string
duties
Tom
was
called
in
(filler
for
V.O.D
while
Diccon
resided
in
the
UK).
With
the
music
shaped,
the
girls
were
drawn
in
to
reveal
their
vocal
capabilities.
Their
clashing
vocal
types
was
a
perfect
counter
blast
for
the
multi-layered
moods
reflected
in
each
song
-
from
a
whisper
to
a
scream,
they
played
off
one
another.
Pre-production
commenced
at
Flamedrop
Studios
(Cape
Town,
South
Africa)
in
late
2002,
winding
up
around
August
2003
-
leaving
the
task
of
recording
proper
ahead.
Motivation
TERMINATRYX
did
not
undertake
this
audio
task
to
please
the
status
quo
or
appease
the
masses.
The
philosophy
behind
TERMINATRYX
has
always
been
a
sense
of
non-compromised
non-conformism,
creating
sounds
with
which
the
members
can
identify
and
have
fun
with,
not
producing
a
market
oriented
package.
Although
the
double
vision
of
the
two
incredibly
attractive
leads
is
not
something
to
be
ignored,
the
look
and
more-powerful-than-the-norm
music
attached
to
it
may
be
hard
for
some
to
swallow.
A
wake-up
call
is
never
a
bad
thing
(since
2003
Sonja
took
over
as
sole
vocalist).
South
Africa's
musical
environment
has
always
been
a
hostile
one
when
it
comes
to
extreme
music
(especially
the
locally
created
variety).
The
female
pop
"stars"
are
inevitably
bottle
blonde
puppets
with
saccharine
vacant
songs
as
nauseating
as
a
no-holds-barred
trip
through
Willie
Wonka's
factory.
This
technicolour
neverland
needs
a
bit
of
a
shaking…and
TERMINATRYX
are
the
self-appointed
shakers.
The
South
African
female
perspective
has
always
been
a
polarized,
media
friendly
showcase
-
no
more.
The
idea
that
it
is
uncouth
for
women
to
be
exhilarated
by
passionate,
powerful,
extreme
music
is
as
outdated
as
the
notion
that
they
cannot
maintain
their
own
career
and
are
mere
instruments
of
procreation.
As
sad
as
it
may
seem,
these
ideas
are
still
very
prominent
in
our
multi-facetted
societies.
Women
who
appreciate
this
kind
of
music
are
also
not
limited
to
the
beer
guzzling,
overweight,
motor
cycle
rally
variety
-
the
proof
before
you.
Some
things
need
to
be
said
and
explored.
It
is
not
often
enough
said
by
the
female
of
the
species,
let
alone
in
this
legendary
oppressive
part
of
the
globe.
Some
dinosaurs
will
simply
fume
at
the
thought
of
two
Über-hot,
outspoken
babes
giving
them
the
finger.
Fume
away…and
fade
away,
why
don't
you.
Light
Within
The
Darkness
We
walk
the
line
between
chaos
and
order.
Behind
disaster
there
is
always
hope.
In
part
TERMINATRYX
explores
the
dark
side
while
never
losing
grip
of
a
hope
for
a
better
day.
There
are
enough
bands,
groups
&
solo
artists
out
there
dealing
with
the
illusion
of
a
blissful
world
devoid
of
any
evil.
While
we
all
have
the
capacity
for
evil
lying
dormant
inside
each
of
us,
some
have
the
rationality
to
keep
it
at
bay,
others
not.
TERMINATRYX
all
know
their
dark
sides
and
are
not
afraid
to
face
it.
An
explosive
way
of
expression
like
this
purges
the
demon.
Theirs
is
not
a
pessimistic
world-view
as
they
reflect
the
state
of
things.
This
dire
inherited
state
is
an
endowment
due
to
generations
of
greed
and
self-gratification
at
the
expense
of
others
-
a
simply
unacceptable
predicament.
By
looking
into
this
abyss,
we
are
reminded
of
our
collective
handiwork
and
need
an
electrified
jolt
to
re-navigate
the
course
before
the
entire
show
is
over.
Never
before
has
there
been
a
female
fronted
extreme
musical
force
in
South
Africa
with
outspoken,
strong
female
projection,
not
afraid
to
say
it
like
it
is,
cutting
to
the
bone,
exposing
the
flesh
and
the
mechanics
underneath.
The
no-shit
attitude
will
only
be
threatening
to
those
of
the
un-emancipated.
The
Name
>We
are
finding
ourselves
at
the
edge
of
time,
the
final
frontier
pushed
ahead
with
each
passing
second
-
the
past
done
with,
the
future
a
mere
second
ahead
of
our
present.
Man
(&
most
relevant
here,
woman's)
evolution
and
the
effects
of
technology
and
its
advances
is
what
we
are
living.
Science
and
technology
has
advanced
our
lives,
but
in
the
same
breath
making
us
capable
of
bringing
it
all
to
a
gloriously
unglamorous
end.
Regardless
of
our
progress
we
are
still
inherently
savages.
TERMINATRYX
is
a
mood
of
the
time
-
past,
present
and
future,
a
glimpse
of
time.
>Sometimes
the
division
between
science
fact
and
-fiction
become
blurry.
Only
a
few
years
ago
the
thought
of
a
camera
on
a
portable
phone
was
reserved
for
Sci-Fi
B-movies
of
half
a
century
ago.
But
film
has
become
our
historian
-
be
it
factual,
fictitious,
utopian,
frivolous,
prophetic,
dystopian
or
doom-laced.
Those
movies
playing
with
time
and
an
unattained
dispensation
have
always
been
more
stimulating.
(Its
artistic
accomplishment
aside),
some
prominent
motion
pictures
had
explored
these
aspects
and
hold
significance
for TERMINATRYX,
their
spirit
incorporated
into
a
single
name:
-
Ridley
Scott's
BLADERUNNER
(
with
its
Nexus
replicants
that
are
"more
human
than
human")
-
Fritz
Lang's
METROPOLIS
(
a
dominated
working
class
in
the
future
with
a
female
saviour
who
is
kidnapped
and
replaced
by
a
robot
)
-
Shinya
Tsukamoto's
TETSUO
THE
IRON
MAN
(
live
Manga
where
a
man
evolves
from
metal
fetishist
to
iron
super-being
)
-
James
Cameron's
original
TERMINATOR
(
a
cyborg
assassin
from
the
future
returning
to
alter
events
)
-
The
Wachowski
Bros.'
THE
MATRIX
(
the
wool
pulled
over
mankind's
eyes,
unconscious
slaves
to
the
artificial
world
created
by
their
mechanical
superiors
)
-
The
goddess
Styx
and
the
deadly
Hades
river
named
after
her
-
The
sexually
charged
force
of
the
dominatrix
-
And
then
of
course
Mamoru
Oshii's
Manga
classic
GHOST
IN
THE
SHELL
(
from
which
the
Wachowski's
borrowed
liberally
)
Here
film
transcends
mere
entertainment
and
the
pop-culture
stigma
attached
to
it.
Yet,
we
don't
exactly
enter
the
realm
of
possibility
-
who
knows?
Nothing
is
definite,
or
infinite
-
or
so
we
believe.
Belief
in
itself
can
be
a
mere
evolutionary
asset
bringing
light
to
some
and
dread
to
others.
Our
world
and
lives
have
become
cinematic,
its
impact
far
too
often
viewed
in
this
respect,
its
reality
and
urgency
overlooked.
Life
and
art
imitating
one
another
-
a
symbiotic
dream
world.
We
watch
wars
on
TV
as
though
it's
an
ongoing
movie
-
atrocity
passing
us
by
between
commercials.
In
90%
of
the
above-mentioned
films
women
play
pivotal
roles
in
motivation
and
outcome.
>While
men
have
oppressed
(one
another
and)
women
for
ages,
amid
this
tyranny
the
dichotomy
and
need
to
be
dominated
by
the
opposite
sex
has
always
been
present
(for
whatever
psychological-,
fetishistic-
or
sexual
reasons).
Only
in
the
ultra
prude
the
image
of
a
dominatrix
will
fill
the
observer
with
disgust
-
and
in
most
cases
this
will
also
be
a
superficial
recoil,
the
deep
dark
secrets
inside
the
mind's
denial
(and
behind
closed
doors)
often
making
a
beautiful
woman
in
PVC
a
singular
vision
of
divinity.
Under
normal
circumstances
it
will
ignite
arousal
or
at
the
very
least,
fascination
-
the
fetish
clothing,
the
instruments
of
submission
and
discipline...erotically
thrilling
in
its
threatening
guise.
The
identification
of
the
two
leading
ladies
in
TERMINATRYX
with
the
dominatrix
look
is
both
an
aesthetic
and
assertive
one
-
looking
good
while
not
allowing
to
be
pushed
around.
Terminating
convention,
preconception,
closed-mindedness
and
prejudice.
>The
name
TERMINATRYX
is
an
amalgamation
of
all
these
elements.
>With
futuristic
sound
and
vision,
coupled
with
traditional
elements,
subjects
of
immediacy
are
substantiated
as
universally
constant
-
like
time.
Synapse
Infiltration
But,
watching
Tetsuo,
Bladerunner
&
The
Matrix
and
paging
through
a
book
of
Dominatrix
photography
won't
give
you
a
total
handle
on
the
TERMINATRYX
phenomenon.
You'll
have
one
incredible
night
in,
that's
for
sure,
but
it
is
more
than
the
clash
of
beauty
and
power
through
sound.
If
you
get
it,
you
do,
if
you
need
explanations,
explore
for
yourself
and
exercise
your
faculties.
What
seems
complicated
can
often
be
right
in
front
of
you.
Basic,
traditional
truths
have
always
been
with
us,
a
logical
extension
of
our
human
condition.
Yet,
the
tyranny
of
those
fearing
its
effects
often
shift
its
focus,
forcing
it
underground.
TERMINATRYX
is
humanity,
yet
not
of
this
earth.
Evolved
Regression
We
are
all
part
of
the
game.
But
it
has
reached
saturation
point
-
overload
-
too
much
at
one
time;
regurgitation.
We
need
to
step
back
before
we
slip
into
the
proverbial
heart
of
darkness
where
a
point
of
no
return
becomes
very
blurry
indeed
-
fashion,
food,
drugs,
cars,
music,
on-line
gratification,
money,
ego,
illusion…Conglomerates
force-feeding
trends
and
ideals
while
nations
starve,
their
leaders'
guts
busting.
Need
we
ask
what's
wrong
with
this
picture?
Evidently
so.
Our
collective
past
is
littered
with
shame,
our
present
offer
up
embarrassment
-
what's
left
is
to
live
into
the
future,
even
if
it
is
via
fictitious,
fantasy
and
artistic
means.
Stepping
back
to
look
at
the
disastrous
overview
in
order
to
push
towards
a
better
ideal.
Every
day
is
a
revolution
-
somewhere,
for
someone.
Inside
a
skyscraper,
in
a
lab
basement,
a
besieged
town,
a
classroom,
inside
the
construction
of
someone's
words
or
musical
notes.
Whether
it
is
to
expand
their
thought
processes,
demand
improvements
or
as
simple
as
not
being
hungry
by
nightfall.
We
are
in
control
-
but
yet
so
heedless.
ManFreedomMachineOppression
Choice
(within
reason)
is
what
makes
us
human
(in
part)
-
but
when
reason
is
deleted,
our
choices
can
have
dire
consequences.
We
see
it
daily.
Zero
defect
machines
are
programmed
to
function
optimally.
At
times
our
planet's
downward
spiral
makes
us
feel
as
though
things
will
be
better
off
if
it
emulates
the
well
oiled
utility
of
our
metallic
brothers
and
sisters.
But,
part
of
our
choice
is
not
to
be
zombies
-
there
are
too
many
of
them
running
the
world
as
it
is,
their
sheep
populace
swaying
to
their
mesmerizing
lies,
pacified
by
a
diet
of
consumerism.
Dulled
senses
are
maintained
by
artificial
stimuli
within
a
paranoid
21st
century
milieu.
When
things
seem
like
an
elaborate
conspiracy,
that
doesn't
mean
it
is
not
the
case.
Ultimately
TERMINATRYX
wants
everyone
to
think
and
decide
for
themselves
on
all
levels.
And
the
machines
are
part
of
the
consumer
cycle,
no
choice
in
their
utilization
-
well,
not
yet.
Choice
or
not,
malfunction
cannot
be
avoided
-
in
human
and
its
mechanical
creations...
Song
Subjects

The
lyrical
aim
of
TERMINATRYX
was
never
a
set,
patterned
verbal
conveyor
belt,
and
never
will
be.
TERMINATRYX
want
to
speak
their
mind.
Subjects
are
varied,
none
claiming
to
be
works
of
genius.
Alien
visitation,
world
conflict,
assertive
relationship
stance,
time,
perception
&
misconception,
protest,
hope,
fear,
consumerist
traps,
the
media
and
of
course
poetic
license.
Within
the
conditioned
mind-frame
the
public
sees
female
artists
as
the
bringers
of
love
songs
to
be
kept
in
their
place
(seeing
as
they're
so
helpless,
fragile
and
can't
do
much
else
but
submit
to
their
overwhelming
weaknesses…).
Love
songs
had
been
written
since
the
dawn
of
time.
All
of
its
emotional
/
cultural
/
physical
/
spiritual
angles
have
been
explored.
There
are
some
incredible
ones
out
there.
Nowadays
it
is
simply
too
much
of
the
same.
No
spin
is
put
on
proceedings.
TERMINATRYX
wanted
to
turn
that
notion
on
its
head
(just
a
little)
with
A
Fuckin'
Love
Song.
It
also
serves
as
an
instrument
of
empowerment
to
women
who
feel
that
way,
but
never
speak
out.
[It
is
not
based
on
any
real
life
experience,
this
hypothetical
is
one
that
needs
articulation
-
and
it
is
done
so
with
force].
One
cover
version
from
the
fabulous
80's
period
is
set
to
be
included
while
Afrikaans
and
German
lyrics
will
also
feature.
The
1st Album
Cover
For
the
album's
cover
design
TERMINATRYX
are
working
with
renowned
artist
Vernon
Swart,
creating
a
provocatively
dark
vision.
It
is
set
to
be
a
controversial
atmospheric
piece,
one
that'll
have
the
grannies'
lips
flapping
down
at
the
salon.
(This cover was never done and in stead featured Sonja with a wire jack in the side of her head)
Demo discs
Live
With
many
live
ideas
and
concepts
kicking
around
for
future
performances,
TERMINATRYX
are
focussing
their
energies
on
the
matter
at
hand
-
generating
interest
while
they
finish
off
the
dozen
plus
songs
for
public
scrutiny,
adoration,
destruction,
scorn
and
praise.
The
first
ever
TERMINATRYX
live
performances
came
in
the
shape
of
the
band
being
asked
to
act
as
support
for
German
Darkwave
legends
DIARY
OF
DREAMS
on
their
South
African
Tour
late-2003.
(See
LIVE
chapter)
At
this
stage,
Christina
had
already
left
and
never
took
part
in
any
live
shows.
2003
UPDATE
Christina
is
no
longer
an
active
member
of
TERMINATRYX
due
to
work
commitments.
She
is
however
behind
the
band
in
all
of
its
endeavours
and
she
may
appear
on
the
debut
album
as
guest
artist.
This
has
changed
nothing
to
the
band's
sound,
attitude
or
commitment,
Christina's
selected
backing
vocals
now
merely
replaced
by
that
of
lead
vocalist
Sonja.
The
TERMINATRYX
concept
has
become
the
prime
focus
of
Paul
and
Sonja,
and
when
it
comes
to
live
performances,
the
services
of
musicians
fitting
the
bill
will
be
acquired.
Contact
You
can
connect
with
TERMINATRYX
HERE
or
at
these
on-line
locations:
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tuned
for all
future
TERMINATRYX
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